Thanks SO much for sharing this. I can recognize a lot of my own experiences in your story. I've been on a spiritual journey since I was healed from epilepsy by a brain surgery. Because I had overcome this frightening disease, I felt like I was given a new life and had literally nothing to lose.
Since then, I started to really question the meaning of my life and what I should be doing on this planet. I started to experiment with meditation and psychedelics, and since then there was no way back. It felt like for the first time in my life I saw the truth. I felt unconditionally love. I really saw the universe and felt part of it.
It also made me much more sensitive. At first I thought there was something wrong with me. I would be overwhelmed all the time by sounds, people with "heavy energies", and the emotions that would bubble up in my chest randomly. It is exactly that feeling you describe of experiencing emotions that don't seem to be your own. I still have a hard time dealing with it and sometimes I wish that I could turn it off. On the other side, I would not want to trade it because it has given me the depth of experiencing life as it is.
I also think about Nadis, or the invisible nervous system, that continue to turn on and on as we go through an awakening. I’m glad that these channels activated in such profound ways for you -- from what your consume to the levels of compassion you feel!
If I hadn't had my own experience with Kundalini energy, I would have dismissed this as so much new age foo foo.
But, I have; so I can't.
I only had one experience when I was doing Kundalini Yoga with a personal instructor and it felt like this energy in my ??lower belly/pelvic basin?? region just opened up. (It was in 2001, so i don't remember exactly where in my lower body.) Anyway, it scared the crap outta me and I stopped doing the pelvic motions right that second.
Now, 20 years later, maybe i'm ready to try again.
Thanks SO much for sharing this. I can recognize a lot of my own experiences in your story. I've been on a spiritual journey since I was healed from epilepsy by a brain surgery. Because I had overcome this frightening disease, I felt like I was given a new life and had literally nothing to lose.
Since then, I started to really question the meaning of my life and what I should be doing on this planet. I started to experiment with meditation and psychedelics, and since then there was no way back. It felt like for the first time in my life I saw the truth. I felt unconditionally love. I really saw the universe and felt part of it.
It also made me much more sensitive. At first I thought there was something wrong with me. I would be overwhelmed all the time by sounds, people with "heavy energies", and the emotions that would bubble up in my chest randomly. It is exactly that feeling you describe of experiencing emotions that don't seem to be your own. I still have a hard time dealing with it and sometimes I wish that I could turn it off. On the other side, I would not want to trade it because it has given me the depth of experiencing life as it is.
I'm really looking forward to your other article!
Hi Scott,
I have been going through something similar...
I don’t have the physical pains like you do;
Mine is more like technology going hay-wire around me; like Bluetooth - setting off theft alarms in the mall... Car GPS not working.
I’m still learning to deal with it... but these days I keep calm and composed; because anger and frustration will just make it worse 🙄
I love love love reading your work! I can resonate so much with your experiences and just feel so proud of you from the inside of my heart and out.
It was a fantastic read, finally someone on my page, more on these please!
Fantastic post
I also think about Nadis, or the invisible nervous system, that continue to turn on and on as we go through an awakening. I’m glad that these channels activated in such profound ways for you -- from what your consume to the levels of compassion you feel!
Scott, Your path is so different than mine. It is fascinating to see how you progress. D
Scott! So well written. So much refinance with your awakening experience. Wowza. Love Jess @the.loving.guide
If I hadn't had my own experience with Kundalini energy, I would have dismissed this as so much new age foo foo.
But, I have; so I can't.
I only had one experience when I was doing Kundalini Yoga with a personal instructor and it felt like this energy in my ??lower belly/pelvic basin?? region just opened up. (It was in 2001, so i don't remember exactly where in my lower body.) Anyway, it scared the crap outta me and I stopped doing the pelvic motions right that second.
Now, 20 years later, maybe i'm ready to try again.
Thanks for sharing,
mark p.
Love this. Very relatable on the alcohol. And love the term “energetic puberty.”
Brains 🧠 change. And we can also change them.
❤️